I sit here staring at the wall
  asking why I set myself to fall
  and I think to myself
  is this my life
    We lie, we cheat, we steal, we climb
  we beg, we fall, we hope, we die
  I think -- we're doing it wrong
  doing it wrong
    I stand outside
  and watch the world fly and pass me by
  it's nice to look and learn but never to experience
  the pain, the guilt, the fear, the hate
  the pride, the shame, of stupid mistakes
  We're doing it wrong
    I push away my past
  what am I hiding from
  can't open up myself
  to the people that I love
  In my final days...
  I wanna look back and know that I tried
  the best that I can -- So I can move On
  To another Disease and I do believe
  that time is on my side -- and I've had fun
    I'll never think -- that I'm alone
  When I hear you -- I feel at home
  Will somebody help me, hear me,
  I'm screaming over here